Bleh Bleh Bleh

I don't know what to say. Things are fine here. I am getting used to it here. Here is where I live. Here is where I go to school. Here is where I go to work. But here is not where I am making too many friends. I mean, I have "friends," but I don't hang out with them. I am as restless as ever. I think I only feel down on the weekends, where I don't have something consuming my time, consuming my mind, and consuming my worries.
Today was a good day though. I went to the football game, and we won, which was awesome. I went with Shane, Landon, Landon's girlfriend, her friend, Colin, and Trevor. So that was awesome. Shane and I were then going to hang out the whole day/night, but he got a call about his dad being in the hospital.
I have to admit, I am a tad worried. He took the news very strangely. I know he doesn't get along well with his dad, but I don't know. I am kind of worried about that kid.
Now that those plans have gone out the door, I think I am just going to sit around and watch movies, be a bum, and have some Captain and cider.
I don't know why I feel so bummed about all of this. Bleeeeh.
CHEER UP MEG.

Antsy.

Get me the fuck out of this apartment. Take me somewhere new. Take me to meet new people. Please shove a very alcoholic beverage in my hand and let me run rampant. Show me that fun exists out there. Show me that there is more then this apartment, this laptop, this couch, this phone, this radio. Let me know that there is something like a life out there.

A Connecticut Yankee In King Arthur's Court

I got a tattoo. 

SHHH. Not even Rosie knows. Muahaha.
(That means keep it a secret guys!)

COUGH COUGH COUGH

I need to stop smoking.

How about by next week?

After this weekend, and after this pack, I am done.

Hold me to it guys. Just keep calling me an asshole and that I am weird, and that I will die of cancer by the time I am 30. Just do it.

Look What Has Become Of Me

This is me, watching Fullmetal Alchemist, suuuuuuuper obessed. Thanks for talking about all the time guys, NOW I AM ADDICTED.

All I do is homework, watch Fullmetal Alchemist, and eat when I am at my apartment. At least during the week that is. I really need to get out more.

I Miss You All So Much.

I Told You So.

I am sick of all of you. Seriously, grow up and take responsibility for your actions. Fuck.