I gave him doubts. That took me TOTALLY off guard. Things just took a nasty turn I hadn't expected, but was hoping to expect, but didn't foresee them happening, but feels some sort of relief in them, but doesn't want to hurt him, but didn't want to force myself, but I felt he deserved this chance more than any other one, but then I turned it into shit, but I know I will regret this, but I can't live this way, but did feel something the other night, but it wasn't enough to make him see, but it was enough to give him doubts.
But...
I'm sorry.
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