Done.

This "poor me" shit really needs to stop. Why do I let myself get this way?
How many times have I complained about being this way, or written about it, or talked about it?
I keep saying that I am working on it, and I am...some of the time, but the rest of the time I am throwing myself a pity party and getting myself down. I guess I like to wallow in my sadness a little too much sometimes, but I really want to make sure I don't crawl back into my hole. I think I was in it for a week, and then tried getting myself back up. Every now and then, I can feel myself slipping back, but I do myself to fix that problem and make myself happier.
I think some good weather and all this hanging out with other people will make it all better.