How is it that I feel so guilty? I feel just as bad, or maybe even more worse than I did yesterday after hanging out with him today. Why do I feel like this? I hate this. I just want things to go back to the way they were in December, when things were simple and just silly little crushes. Or even to the time before that when it felt like I was forced to hang out with him, and I didn't want any part of him. I hate feeling this guilt. This guilt because I still like him and might be making everything awkward for him. SAJDFHDSKLJSD. I need to get over this. I need to get over this well, and not crawl into my hole. I am really trying my best you guys. I feel like I am ruining everything.
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