Rushed.

That's a good way to described how I have been feeling. Bri brought it to my attention today when she asked why I sounded so "rushed." Blehh. I don't really know. All I know is that work is busy, I don't get enough sleep, and plans keep switching around and its driving me crazy.

Also, I hate how everyone is just now realizing that I hang out with Cam. Like, where have you guys been? I don't appreciate your dirty looks when I respond that I am going to hang out with him. This has been going on since December. Sheesh. You guys should know by now that I will defend him until I am dead, and that we are just friends. Goodness.

Why am I complaining? Tis only the life of college student.

I just need to get over it.

I'm doing my best to go to bed EARLY, but its hard because my sleep schedule calls for me to sleep at midnight, and wake up at seven. This waking up at six is killing me, even though there is only an hour difference.

Also, working long hours is kind of meh, but let's be honest. I AM MAKING BANK. Ahem.

I need to not complain. I am really starting to catch up to Rosie.

Although, I really really really really really really want to buy that Droid R2D2 phone, but do I really think I can afford an extra 30 bucks a month to pay for a data plan? That will put me somewhere really close to 400 bucks a month total on bills coming up in the fall. That is scary. I am wondering if I should wait. I don't want to though because I know I will never get it if I don't set aside the money now for it. I just need to not buy anything else. These will be my expenses after I buy the phone:

$40 at least for gas

$30 for my phone bills

So seventy isn't too atrocious, right? I mean, in the fall, the gas bill will become the internet bill, still putting me close to 400 bucks a month.

I have three weeks to figure all this junk out.