I'm such a jealous person. You are far away. We are both busy. We are both stubborn. I'm clingy. You're distant. I'm confused. I'm wondering on how you plan to change things. You don't respond. I am annoying. You are frustrating. I'm impatient. I'm selfish, and so are you. We lack sympathy. You lack communication. You have so many new friends now, and I do not. I long to understand what we both know not. What is wrong with us? Why do we dare to do this to ourselves? It's as if we WANT to end up like this all over again. Why do I allow this to happen? Why do you? What the fuck?